Monday, January 28, 2008

19 really feels no different. but i guess i shouldnt be disappointed by that. i think im ready to grow up and when i say grow up i mean like just be out of college and like 22 or something..  is that a problem? why am i so restless of this stage of life? why do i ask the Lord to help me dwell on His blessing of the now, yet find myself dwelling continually on His one day blessings later? why do those later blessings seem like their better blessings than the now blessings? im not as discontented as i sound, im enjoying life and all, but i jues cant get my head out of the clouds.. why am i so weird? 


why did i just ask you all SO many questions you wont really know how to answer??

i need to be cooler. im not cool right now .. seriously.

9 comments:

ooohemily said...

you're actually the coolest...person i know. by far. and your comment, made me cry. the Lord is REALLY working. i'm terribly excited about what He's doing, but i really don't know what I'm to do in the midst of it. I've never really been there. Not knowing what He has for me. But I have NO IDEA what I'm going to do this fall...but you were right, or, the Bible was...IS. He's not going to forsake me. Never has. I have nothing to worry about.

ooohemily said...

you're excited I'm in YOUR life?!?! humbug, i'm like EXTATISISTIFYED [yes...for real] that you're in mine. (:

i need you. long time no hug!

ooohemily said...

meh ha ha.

i just like saying humbug.
plus, i like you.
so that should change.
we should see eachother.
this weekend?

Anonymous said...

actually you're way cool.
you sound like my conscience.
but with a slightly higher & more energetic tone.

plus you should feel way cool-because em said you are the coolest person she knows by far. thats an honor. i used to be in that spot-but then i moved in & she realized i was not so cool after all. haha. happens to the best of us.

anyhow- in response to your comment on my post- yes it is...i was just laughing at her because in like 20 years maybe even 10 shes gonna be like wtf?? was i thinking!!?

Anonymous said...

amen.

ooohemily said...

by the way, who is "k" i just read their last post and i was enthralled! amazed! excited.

i wanna read this book.
haha

ooohemily said...

hahaha. ha.

oh, i would start in whatever coutry is next to china to dig a hole there. (:

ooohemily said...

sounds fantastic. actually seriously. lets dig a hole.

Anonymous said...

youre cute...lets be friends.








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