Saturday, February 2, 2008
so i have this passion for singing. like crazy. music literally does something crazy to me. when im singing, listening, recording(on my nifty garageband) something insane is going on in me. i dont know why. well, i do actually. The Lord has put it in me, given it to me. i connect with Him most when im worshipping Him. for those of you who sing, make music, etc. understand this completely. so here's where my heart has been tugging me lately.
i want to sing. all the time. i want to make music. i want to be inspirational, not for you, but for me. for Him. i want to use the gift He has given me to the best of my ability. I dont want to throw it away. I have another huge passion for kids- but the dilemma is im always enticed back by my real true love, music.
i cant be successful enough.
its not stable, i should just stick with what i know.
it would be selfish for me to start over.
God wants me to be nurse. period.
could i be successful? like really?
do i throw away -my- plan and jump into the pool of unknown?
am i being selfish or have i -been- selfish?
what does God want me to do?
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"all of you is more than enough for me
for every thirst and every need
you satisfy me with your love
and all i have in you is more than enough."
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this just came on my itunes through shuffle. and its funny cause i was looking through the bible trying to find an encouraging word. and this song is what He gave me. guess thats where i gonna end this thing because i honestly think God just wants me to wait. probably one of the hardest things for me to do. ever. just to wait on Him.
He will get me where im supposed to go, if i let Him satisfy me simply with His unending love.
i will wait on the already famous one.
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aw, precious heart. the Lord has given you this desire. do be patient, and wait, but continue to embrace it. (:
+ yeah, i love the song. makes me think guitar hero.
hahaha, PLUS PLUS...i love your answer to the flexability question. mmmm...tricks. ;)
& i love you tess.
waiting on the Lord is tough- but well worth it.
He will do a work in your heart & give you the desires of your heart if you abide in Him.
maybe you will be the first ever singing childrens nurse. healing children with your voice. kind of like a superhero or something. yay!
then do it. C:
plus question...when you got your playout did you have to re enter your "lovers" blog links?
i have indeed- & if that fails me then ive already decided i will pull out.
the purpose would be defeated if i ended up harming myself. God knows my heart & thts really all that matters, fasting is just something that ive found to be quite a blessing. it really is so humbling.
im feeling quite weak & i have a headache.
oh & my tummy wont shut up. but as i stated...i dont mind. i just wonder what people around me are thinking when they hear a big tummy growl. hah.
yeah mrs page said the first 3 days are the worst then my body should adjust.
okay-naptime. love you!
i cant thank you enough. much love.
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